Dating 3 months he said im smothering him
I immediately asked for a wash cloth and the direction to the bathroom. Thank you for being an amazing father to our son and daughter, and an amazing husband. The reason why I guess I am posting this really is because this really helped us. It’s not perfect we have moments, but the moments are rare and not hurtful toward each other. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you. It sucks that you feel that the only reason I am interested in spirituality is because I am dysfunctional and crazy, while you, in your imaginary perfection have no weakness and have no need to seek anything outside of yourself. I am not "wasting your money" when I take a retreat or hire a life coach. And I can see you watching me and wanting to take the hurt away and knowing you can't and you make me tea... I wish you'd look that up on Wikipedia instead of using it to disprove everything I believe. It's especially the worst when you discredit my need to take workshops or classes that broaden my mind and help me create a sense of empowerment and well-being. He laid me on a child’s day bed that had a talking Rug Rat doll on it. The doll responded by asking if I wanted to sing a song? I feel ill and I can hear them telling me to stop being so dramatic. Besides, there is ever increasing reasearch to show that there is a scientific basis for the law of attraction, reiki, energy healing, and the abundance mindset. Me, the woman who can clear a box of kleenex at a screening of a sappy movie, fights every single tear that tries to fall and when I do? Or are you too dead to feel anything besides your penis? You told me today my words were poison and I know you are right, I am drowning in it. I want to let go and to sob and to wail and grieve but for once I find it hard to let go. And why is it that you never clean up unless I ask you to? He picked me up for ‘lunch’ and I asked him to kindly put the Bible that he had in the front of the car in the trunk. I was too embarrassed to ask him to just take me back to work. " You said "I don't know why you haven't made it already." So I went and made the appointment.
I'm afraid one day I might think that it's not worth it and that my kids will be fine if things don't workout between us.
I'm terrified of one day waking up and hating you and resenting you for being this way for the past ten years.
I sometimes feel I'm being ungrateful because you are sweet, caring, a good provider, considerate, and most of all a great father, but somehow you forget that I'm a woman who would love to be touched by her husband.
You make love to me like no man has ever done before. It took a lot of you asking for my number before I gave in. Four days before the wedding we found out we were pregnant.
I don't want a best friend, or a provider, I want a man.